For Better and for Worst I Thank The Lord 5/25/.2014
During my sadness and mourning, he heard it and looked at me from above.
When I wander in a wobbly road, he gave me compass to straighten the road, Directs me into a path of righteousness
I was blind, I did not notice his way
I feel as if he is punishing me everyday
Later did I know he saved me from danger and troubles
So I thanked the lord for being so patient, merciful and wise.
Before I can think and evaluate my inner motives
He knew it all along the positive and negative desires of my heart
He perfected it in pain and consciousness
Through pain I was awaken by wisdom and warnings
Through consciousness I felt guilt and I am alarmed!
I thank the lord for the gift of pain and consciousness
There are times it feels like darkness never ends.
Sufferings, dilemmas, bad days, worst days never ends, it made me weak and sad
But I thank the lord for all sufferings, weakness and sadness
For I was able to see him in bad times,
For in sadness, I remember him
For in sufferings, I recognize him
Through weakness he makes me stronger and better!
Sometimes when I feel so righteous, he made me careless,
When I feel so perfect and just he made me stubborn
And I thank the lord for making me careless and stubborn
For I able to humble myself before him
Sometimes I pity myself for not having all the wealth and highest form of position in life.
I become aggressive chasing over it and he made my goal so slow to reach!
I thank the lord for making me realize that earthly things and highest position is worthless in heaven.
He made me realized and appreciates relationship at work
He taught me what a role of a master and a servant is
I realized I’m blessed with so much more that I couldn’t ask for more, I am contented.
Sometimes I feel insecure for not being beautiful and smart
But amidst of the shadows of other stars I am shining
He made me realized that I am beautiful inside and out.
He made me realized that I am imperfectly beautiful.
He made my family imperfect and sometimes he allows my love ones to hurt me.
He made my friends imperfect: with fiercely flaws: gossips and betrayal
He made the guys I dated so tempting, deceiving and inviting
He let my heart be broken, vulnerable and realized that all relationship is imperfect.
And I thank the lord for testing my faith like iron sharpens iron!
I thank the lord for I was able to differentiate the standard outlook of a family, friendship of humanity and of God.
And above all, I thank the lord for he taught me to forgive and forget. To let go of the bitterness and humble myself before him. I was able to gain better understanding of a commitment.
Oh I praise and Thank the Lord for his undying love and Sovereignty ! You deserve my highest praise Jesus 🙂